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Why haven't I had the luck I was supposed to?

Why do I allow myself to continue to be disrespected by the person I love?
I take all the abuse because they are my family.. What else can I do??
Can I truly make it without him/her?
Why doesn't he/she show me the same love that I show them?
I had his baby why doesn't he stay with us??
She just had my baby why don't she show how much she loves me?
Is it possible to love someone so much that you want to hurt yourself?
Is a man suppose to hit a women like my dad hit my mom?
I work so hard for that promotion but they gave it to someone else.. Why try if I keep losing?

Let me start off by saying this.. Every question in this blog, you have the answer to. The person you should ask before you ask anyone else, is yourself. Look deep down inside and find the answers.. I can only give you my opinion.. No matter how wild the opinion is, it is only just that, an opinion..

I say fuck everything and everyone if they are not out to help you. I really believe that if you start caring about you then everyone will follow suit.
As far as your job and giving your all. I say fuck that!!! Loyalty does not live here when it comes to my job. Where I work for someone else money is the most important thing. If they don't appreciate you they will never give you anything… Only the bare minimum..

He or she won't stay with you after that baby because I think they are saying, if you wanted it now you stay with it. I'll come visit and give money if I can. But for the most part fuck you and that baby..

I think that its possible for your heart to play a trick on your mind, to make you think it would be smart to hurt yourself over a women or a man..

I think you should really think about seeking help for your weak mind and nature. Absolutely never ever let anyone disrespect you or your family.. Stand up and make your voice be heard..

We have a lot of questions as human beings, and there are answers for them all.. You just have to learn to sit and ask yourself for them.. And be honest with yourself..

dont get mad get money..

From the mind of a Don

MOEDON

Why do you hate yourself

We’ve been conditioned to hate ourselves. The darker you are the lighter you want to be. The lighter you are the darker you want to be. I’m too heavy, I want to lose weight. I’m too skinny, I need to put on some weight. My eyes aren’t light enough, I need contacts. I don’t like my hair color, I want to dye it. My clothes just do not fit me right. My nose is too big. My lips are too thin. At what point do we accept ourselves for who and what we are? If the creator wanted you skinny, he would have made you that way. If he wanted your eyes light, then they would be light, wouldn’t they? Botox, liposuction, all around cosmetic operations as a whole I think is bullshit (personally my opinion). Your exterior does not make you who you are. Its what’s in a person’s heart that defines who and what they are. Your looks will not get you in heaven, (if you believe in that sort of thing). I honestly believe that these things come from our parents or the adults that came before us. That’s where we got the notions of good hair, pretty eyes, smooth skin or nice shapes. Who the fuck says what’s a nice shape and what’s not anyway? What I think is attractive, you might think is ugly. One man’s shit is another man’s diamond. One woman’s shit is another woman’s diamond. All in all what I am saying is, your exterior is an illusion that you have been brainwashed into living up to. Who are you really? Can you answer that? Probably not, because you don’t have the clothes on that you want to have on. Your hair is not long enough, your eyes are not light enough, and your skin tone is not what you want it to be.
So instead of searching for the newest shoes, the hottest bags, that doctor to take those 50 pounds off or that man or woman to complete you. You should be searching for inner peace. Ugliness is what you make it.

From the mind of a Don
MOEDON
A man at peace with himself