Thursday, September 16, 2010

MY FATHER

I was taught that saying suck my dick can get you hurt
That being a leader is the most important thing in a bunch of people
Street smarts can and will save your life
Be careful of the people closest to you because they can do the most damage
Don't ask anybody for anything, get it on your own
Only the strong survive in this world..the weak get nothing
I was taught sex education early before a friend could tell me about it
I learned that knives are sharp and bullets can kill
You should rather die like a MAN than live like a coward
Running is never an option stand and fight, you might lose but they will respect YOU
Friends can be your worse enemies
But the most important lesson he taught me was.. FAMILY first

MY FATHER WAS THE STREETS...
dont get mad get money..

Money over everything..Success or death

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A DREAM

I had a dream about a dream in which I had control of all things..
My job my relationship my kids all the things I did...
The answers to all the question why I live how I live..
My attraction to BIG women my fascination with the pussy..
How most dudes learn not push me..
I now know what and why GOD exists..
The reason is what got me pissed..
I know why women take to me the way they do..
It got a lot to do with the love in my heart and how my eyes tell the truth..
I learned more about what I want in a lady..
Big and beautiful body..a BIG heart and sum ways that's shady..
This dream of a dream got me going crazy..
I awoke in front of a mirror..
In it I seen my dream of a dream..
Women, cars, clothes, money,
All things that seem sweet to me.. that are not honey..
The answer to the question is..
The answer most know...
I won't tell you what it is but I'll tell you where to go!!!!
Inside deep.. there lies the answer to all questions..
Your are built in GOD's image in that is the lesson..
You want to live a long life??
Do it without stressing..
The answer is YOU...
What am I in this world is the QUESTION..

Monday, August 23, 2010

QUESTIONS


Who is the driving force behind Religion?
If knowledge is power why isn't more people reading?
If you body is a temple why drink and do drugs?
Does man ever say I don't want to rape the land?
The pyramids where did they come from?? Alien??
The aztec calendar why is it so persist??
Why do some women let their man control their life??
Do you take control over a persons mind or do they give it to you??
How strong is too strong for a women??
Does a man want a woman that's stronger than him??
Can a woman control a mans mind and body??
Who was jesus christ??
Was he what they said he was???
If he was GOD's son sent her to save us why didn't he write anything?? Or did he??
Is it wrong to question everything your TOLD??


Does every QUESTION have an answer??

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Friday, August 20, 2010

He's Always On Time


We tend to think GOD does not hear our prayers or he does not come in your time? But he is always on time trust me.. How many times have you had to be somewhere and you come a little early or short of something really bad happening? That was our great protector in work..not in your time but right on time.. I'm motivated by knowing he has a plan for my life so I get up every day and no matter what, I say "I'm doing great"!!!!! Because I'm doing way better than I could be!!!! Love our GOD and everything is possible...

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Monday, August 16, 2010

Willie Lench Letter

I thought this was the most appropriate time for ALL OF US to re-read, remember and NEVER FORGET, the speech given by Willie Lynch a slave owner who over 300 years ago devised a plan to help keep Black people divided...

Gentlemen:

I greet you here on the bank of the James River in the year of our lord, one thousand seven hundred and twelve. First , I shall thank you, the gentlemen of the of the colony of Virginia, for bringing me here. I am here to help you solve some of your problems with slaves. Your invitation reached me in my modest plantation in the West Indies where I have experimented with some of the newest and still the oldest method for control of slaves. Ancient Rome would envy us if my program is implemented. As our boat sailed south on the James River, named for our illustrious KING JAMES, whose BIBLE we CHERISH, I saw enough to know that our problem is not unique. While Rome used cords or wood as crosses for standing human bodies along the old highways in great numbers, you are here using the tree and the rope on occasion.

I caught the whiff of a dead slave hanging from a tree a couple of miles back. You are losing valuable stock by hangings, you are having uprisings, slaves are running away, your crops are sometimes left in the fields too long for maximum profit, you suffer occasional fires, your animals are killed, Gentleman,...You know what your problems are; I do not need to elaborate. I am not here to enumerate your problems, I am here to introduce you to a method of solving them.

In my bag, I have a fool proof method for controlling your slaves. I guarantee everyone of you that if installed it will control the slaves for at least three hundred years. My method is simple, any member of your family or any OVERSEER can use it.

I have outlined a number of differences among the slaves, and I take these differences and make them bigger. I use FEAR, DISTRUST, and ENVY for control purposes. These methods have worked on my modest plantation in the West Indies, and it will work throughout the SOUTH. Take this simple little list of differences and think about them. On the top of my list is "AGE" but it is only there because it starts with an "A"; The second is"COLOR" or shade; there is INTELLIGENCE, SIZE, SEX, SIZE OF PLANTATION, ATTITUDE of owner, whether the slaves live in the valley, on a hill, east or west, north, south, have fine or coarse hair, or is tall or short. Now that you have a list of differences, I shall give you an outline of action- but before that, I shall assure you that DISTRUST IS STRONGER THAN TRUST, AND ENVY IS STRONGER THAN ADULATION, RESPECT OR ADMIRATION.

The black slave, after receiving this indoctrination, shall carry on and will become self-refueling and self-generating for hundreds of years, maybe thousands.

Don't forget you must pitch the old black VS. the young black males, and the young black male against the old black male. You must use the dark skinned slaves VS. the light skin slaves. You must use the female VS the male, and the male VS, the female. You must always have your servants and OVERSEERS distrust all blacks, but it is necessary that your slaves trust and depend on us.

Gentlemen, these kits are your keys to control, use them. Never miss an opportunity. My plan is guaranteed, and the good thing about this plan is that if used intensely for one year the slave will remain perpetually distrustful.

-WILLIAM LYNCH-1772

The letter above is one of the major problems of the African-American race today. And with this knowledge we as a race can and will over come. So with this letter still in your mind I ask that you enlighten someone else and send this letter to as many brothers and sisters. We as a race must start somewhere in learning our problems what better place than the document that started the destruction of our MOST POWERFUL RACE!!!


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How do we LIVE

Murder is the normal now. Killing is always in the news so is suicide..homicide genocide..cigarettes alcohol aids GUNs knives..car crashes..air plane crashes..food poisoning..so many things we die from but the question should always be HOW DO WE LIVE..oppose to popular word..we was not put here to die but to LIVE and how do we do that?? There countless ways to kill your self and others!!! And there's countless ways to live a long stress free life..people talk about there life like they have no choice!!! We all was given the gift of choice..hamburger or turkey??? Water or soda?? GUN or BOOK?? RAW sex or condom?? Argue or walk away?? Work or sell drugs?? We all have a choice..and I'm here to say think different..we are brain washed threw society to do what every one else does and we are so much more then that...I want to be here to see my kids have kids..all that leaving a good looking corpse sounds good in a song!!!! But not in real life..choose your self over the bull that we are given every day!!! LIVE...A LONG LIFE OF LOVE...

MOEDON

Friday, August 13, 2010

Your Mind Has Wings

I grew up in Brooklyn New York, one of the worst neighborhoods in the city..drugs, guns and robberies are an everyday thing where I came up..the only people we looked up to was the biggest dealer or Micheal Jordan.. ball or 8ball of crack.. 2 ways to get out the hood my little eyes seen..but my life change the minute I read a book and felt like I had visited that place..WOW I fell in love with reading..anything and everything I read..you can live in the place your body is in but your mind has wings..fly away every now and then...teach your kids that there mind has wings!!!

I'm flying right now..

"MOEDON"

Thursday, August 12, 2010

The Calm Before the Storm

Before every storm there will always be the calm few seconds before it..you can feel when you have had enough and you are a time bomb just waiting to happen..way before it gets to that point you should have relaxed. And said to yourself nothing in this world is more important than my well being and sanity!!! Question yourself sumtimes.. because the initial reaction is not ever the best one to go on..just because you want to physically harm sum one does not make it the right thing to do..take a long breath and maybe you can think of a better way to handle the situation..now don't get me wrong sum people need what they ask for but there is always a better way then being put in jail..what I'm saying is use your head..the world is your chess board and the people are your pieces...

"This is chess not checkers"-moe

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Live and Let Die


I am willing to forgive but not forget..but when I let you go on sum thing you should feel like. Ok I got over he let me go so maybe I won't try again.. That's what I would think but of course everybody is not me and they keep going..so today I say live and let die..give them enough rope to hang themselves then kick away the chair.. If you watch anybody long enough their actions will tell you exactly what they are up to...ladies and gentlemen if your spouse is cheating..their actions will give it away eventually, just have patience..and that's with anything just keep your eyes open and your mouth shut and you will be surprise what comes out..stay aware of your surroundings..and you will be great..

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

HELP ME


Who's perfect?? Nobody but GOD even his mistakes are on purpose..with that said don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. I know you want to do things by and for your self but that's what real friends and family are for. Don't be the kid reaching on top of the refrigerator for the cookie jar and drops it because he would not ask for help..a closed mouth will never get fed. Don't let your pride have you hurt your self. If I need help I'm going to ask for it!!! It might take me a while because I need to see that I can't do it myself...once I learn I can't. I ask for the help I need..just because you need help don't make you a less of a person...

Ask for what you need

"Pride will leave you dead or broke" -moE


"MOEDON"

Monday, August 9, 2010

HEART

Be true to your self and all will be well inside. The minute you choose to be like some one else you lose your self. What makes him/her so much better then you? Nothing only your thoughts do!!! If you can conceive it you and achieve it..that's the realest thing I've ever heard. Learn to listen and listen to learn. We all have life lesson that we will be taught to us threw human error. Learn from your mistakes don't repeat those pot holes. You should be driving around them once you notice that they are there. Put your self first and everything will turn out great. As long as you trust in GOD and your self you won't be let down..

We all need PEACE..with in...

LOVE LIFE

And

IT WILL LOVE

YOU BACK...

"MOEDON"

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Truth..


The truth is a very scary thing when your dealing with the total truth, which is different in some cases..in the case of our bodies..the truth is you get out what you put in..don't let anybody tell you different..oh you can eat what ever you want!!!! No that is not the truth some things you enjoy eating causes problems in other area's of your body..do you honestly think you can drink all of your life and not have any problems?? Well if you do your wrong!!!! Samething with smoking your wrong..I'm tired of people sick and praying oh GOD!!! Oh GOD!!! Why me?? What he should say is that's the same thing your body was saying while you was drinking every day or smoking everyday..you know why you!!! Because you caused this not me!!! I gave you a body..it was your choice to run it in the ground...the TRUTH about relationships is if he/she is bored with you its over..way over...learn how to keep your relationship fresh..

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

TIME TO GO


His chewing just makes me sick..her make up smell gets me angry.. he breathes through is nose at night and it drives me crazy.. she's always on the phone talking about nothing with her girl friends.. all he wants to do is play video games all day long.. all she can do good is wash clothes.. all he knows how to do is eat.. GOD forbid he washes a dish.. she flips when I look at another women.. I'm human.. its natural.. he hasn't been lasting more the 15minutes lately... I give her a great nut when we do it... I think he's cheating because of the late hours and no call... she just likes to be in my business.. I'm working that's all... trust is an issue with us because he can't be trusted.. she needs to have more faith in herself that I'm not going anywhere... oh shit she got a fat ass!!! I mean she looks nice.. anyway because I look at other women gives her no reason to not trust me.. he need to only look at me in that way.. what am I getting fat?? He use to love all of this..

(His voice) I think we need time..

(Her voice) time to do what..its over!!!

(His voice) that's not what I meant..

(Her voice) well that's what it is..

(His voice) well fuck you then..

(Her voice) fuck ya mother!!!..

Interview over when she punches him in the face..

Just know when to call it quits..

"Moedon"

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Teach Them




Most times people say "They don't know what there talking about". Or "he don't know how to treat a woman!!" Or "she don't know how to treat a man!!" I say why not teach them. Some people have an open mind and are willing to learn. I've heard women say "I never had a man eat it the way it should be eaten" ..maybe that's because you have not taught any man to do so!!! And guys say the same about a women "oh she don't know how to suck it" .. Well teach her and she probably could be the best you've ever had..nobody wants to take out the time to teach anymore!!!! If you ran into one of the greats in anything they was taught by a great!!! So if you're not teaching does that mean your not great?? Maybe!!! Just reach out and put sum one under your wing and teach them the right way..the way it should be done..I'm focused by doing better than anyone else, so I strive to always be better and I teach to be your personal BEST.. I will not stand for less then greatness out of the people I associate myself with..so if you want to be the best you can't just except anything!!! Hate me all you want but I'm winning and your doing what!!!

Monday, August 2, 2010

HER SISTER

" Is she her sisters keeper" she damn well should be!!! Sisterhood is what's missing from being a women in today's society..ask any women how she fells about her friend falling in love..and the answer most likely will question the relationship..why not just be happy for her..why don't you want to see another woman doing good..why can't she be doing better then you and you be happy!!! Why always down play another woman..it should be ya'll against the world..a world they say that's ran by men!!!!! Ladies are you your sister's keeper?? You should be..stop playing into a man's hands..stand strong together or fall weak and alone...and this is from the mouth and mind of a man.."MOEDON"

Monday, July 26, 2010

TRUST

TRUST in ones self, its the only you can truly and whole heartily trust..people let you down most times so don't blame them..blame your self for giving them the power to let you down..I believe in GOD almighty..not in the man preaching the word..I deal directly with the man/woman himself/herself...how can another person speak for me?? No thank you..we all SIN..let me plead my own case thank you!!!! Trust your self and GOD..he may not come when you want it..but its always right on time...

Sunday, July 25, 2010


SHE GAVE TO HER AND I GAVE TO THEM BOTH..ITS NOTHING LIKE TWO WOMEN KISSING..SO SASHA AND TASHA GOT REAL CLOSE AFTER A COUPLE OF DRINKS..AND I WASN'T TRYING TO STOP THEM..AT THE HOUSE AND MY GIRL WAS GETTING DRESSED FOR THIS PARTY THAT HER AND HER FRIENDS WAS ATTENDING WHEN I BREAK OUT THE HENNY..2 OR SO DRINKS IN I WALK UP ON THEM KISSING..NOW I JUST WATCHED FOR A MINUTE THEN I WALK OVER AND START KISSING HER FRIEND..LONG AND PASSIONATELY..THAT TURNED HER ON..SO SHE STARTS GRABBING AND PULLING ON MY DICK THREW MY PANTS..I HAVE HER FRIEND IN MY ARMS KISSING AND RUBBING HER DOWN AND MY GIRL IS NOW ON HER KNEES WITH MY MANHOOD IN HER MOUTH..SUCKING SO HARD I CAN HEAR THE SLOB'S..NOW HER FRIEND IS DOWN THERE WITH HER...AWWW UMMMM..MY SOUNDS ARE GETTING LOUDER AS THE PLEASURE GETS BETTER..LAY BACK I TELL MY GIRLS FRIEND..SO SHE GETS ON THE BED ON HER BACK WITH HER LEGS OPEN..I GET DOWN AND PUT MY FACE IN HER SWEETNESS..WHILE MY GIRL RIDES HER FACE..BACK AND FORTH..SHE ROCKING ON HER TONGUE..I GET UP AND MY GIRL BENDS ALL THE WAY OVER..AND NOW THERE IN THE 69..I'M STANDING THERE JERKING MY SELF..FEELING GREAT..I WATCHED FOR AT LEASE 15 MINUTES..UNTIL THEY GOT UP AND WATCHED MY JERKING FOR A MINUTE..AND ATTACKED ME NOW YOU LAY DOWN...AND MY GIRL PUSHED ME TO THE FLOOR AND JUMPED ON MY DICK..AND HER FRIEND JUMPED ON MY FACE..JUMPING UP AND DOWN ON ME..GRINDING HARD..UNTIL SHE FELT ME CUMMING WHEN SHE JUMPED UP AND CALLED HER FRIEND OFF MY FACE..SO THEY BOTH COULD SWALLOW ME....SHHHHHH THAT WAS ONE HELL OF A NIGHT...I'LL WRITE ABOUT WHEN THEY GOT BACK FROM THE PARTY WITH ALL THERE FRIENDS LATER..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

KINGZ

We should carry our selves in a manner that our kids could be proud of.. Think to your self if my child grows up and does this how would I feel?? And if you wouldn't be happy with them doing it then you shouldn't.. We are put here to RULE over our KINGDOMS..treat your women like the QUEEN she is..and if you think she's not a QUEEN you shouldn't be with her... Our bodies are our temples be careful how you care for it..because when its time for it to care for you it won't.. These are all lessons a KING needs to learn..your not just a KING because people follow you..your a KING because you walk talk and act like the royalty you are..you treat people with love and respect..you should inspire people to be the best they can be!!!! If you do all these things then you are truly a KING...

Monday, July 19, 2010


I DIG DEEP LONG STROKES HITTING HER WALLS..HER LEGS SHAKING..YESS BABY YESS IS WHAT SHE'S SCREAMING..I CAN'T HELP BUT GO DEEPER..HER HANDS ON MY CHEST..TRYING TO STOP THE THRUST..THE BEDS SHAKING ABOUT TO BREAK DOWN..STILL IM GOING HARDER..HER SCREAMS ARE GETTING LOUDER..SOME BODY IS KNOCKING ON THE DOOR TO SEE IF SHE IS ALRIGHT??? I KEEP GOING..HER LEGS ARE HURTING HER NOW..BECAUSE OF HOW OPEN I HAVE THEM..ONE LAST STROKE..NOW IM SHAKING AHHHH IM CUMMMMMING........AWWWWW SHIT...
WHY NOT LOVE YOUR SELF?? NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU IF YOU DONT ASK ME THE SAME QUESTION AND MY ANSWER WILL BE..THERES IS NO REASON NOT TO LOVE YOU...I HATE A PERSON THAT PUTS THEM SELVES DOWN AND THEN SAY I LOVE YOU TO SUMBODY...PLEASE YOU DONT LOVE YOU SO YOU CAN'T LOVE ME...THIS IS FOR THOSE THAT FIND THEM SELVES IN RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT..STUPID SHIT..I LOVE YOU IS AN ACTION NOT A WORD...

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Virgo Love

Dreaming about the first time we touched and talked. walked the streets felt the heat from your sheets..loving the way we have become one..food for thought and we eat lunch..my lady my QUEEN my one women team..swimming in the sea of feelings bathing in the sunlight of truth..my heart gotta get free you let it loose..

Chess Moves

Sirens sounding off not to long after shots are fired out side of the club. The shit happen so fast music playing that trey songs shit everybody grinding having a good time when I hear sumbody say what the fuck are you doing when I look up its the girl in front of me saying to her date that one of those guys over there touched her ass!!! The funny thing is her date trys to calm her down cause that's the goon squade corner of the club and he didn't want any problems so when he looked in that corner one of the dudes start beating on his chest like yeah it was me..now when I realize who it was I send my little man over to the corner to tell home boy I want to see him once he sees me he starts to sobar up a lil cause he was smashed now he's walking across the floor yo!! Moe what bangin?? Shit you know I'm mackin what's bangin with you homie you slappin chicks on the ass in my spot now I'm in here and you makin it hot. Nah I aint mean no direspect she just got a mad fat ass!!! BLOOD I aint ask you how fat her ass was go back over there and say sorry!!!!
What I aint doing that shit!!! Rite when he says this young gunner comes over and we catch eye contact.. I said aiight my nigga forget about it. he's feeling a sence of relief cause he knew It could have got crazy just then..when he walked back to the other side of the room I sent gunner to give shorty and her so called man I heads up!!!!! When they look at me leaving shorty caught up with me at my car and gave me her number while her date was still at coat check. Gunner says in the middle of us talking homie you should be leaving NOW!!!! Listen ma here's my personal line hit me but besides that you guys should be headed to your car its about to get real crazy out here!!! Just as I say that gunner went back in the spot and shots was fired shortly after.. on my way home I hear it was homeboy that didn't want to say sorry that was left dead at the scene aww well one less dick head...

Wow its 12 o'clock and my door is being banged on hard!!!! I just woke up who!!!
N.y.p.d damn I open the door and its two officers in suits saying they have sum questions for me ok what is it that has you suits at my door on a sunday afternoon one says why is it there's bodys dropped most places you go?? Shit I don't know what you talking about officer??? No mr.pate we have eye witness putting you at the scene of the crime!!!! What fucking crime!!!! Don't act like you don't know!!! the word on the street is that you was talking to the dead kid rite before he was shot in his face twice!!! Wow there was a shooting at the club?? Officers you can check the video you'll see I left kinda of early I didn't even know sumthing happened. you guys are the first people I talked to all day!!! And I don't mean to be disrespectful guys but if your not charging with a crime I have to ask you to leave I actually have to get ready and go to work!!!
Hey jim I didn't know drug dealers had office hours they both laughed!!!! Well mr.pate I'm here to let you know that we are so on you!!!! Yeah ok just back up a few steps as soon as they did I slamed the door in there face!!!!! Fuckin pigs damn they got a hard on for me just then my red phone is going off yo what bangin 5 yeah see you in the hood!!! After I got off the phone I jumped in the shower and headed to the park in queens that me a my level 2 meets everyday
As I pull up I see his black ass playing ball I jump out my car and hear YO!!!! What's popin?? aint shit you know G mackin!!! Oh yeah what happen last nite? my nigga I hear gunner is headed out of town for a lil while yeah I had him handle sumthin last nite!!!!! And I gave him the don't ask look.. so we went in to the daily business. As our meeting was coming to a end my black phone rang hello!!! Hello moe hey this is cj from last nite at the club!! Yeah I remember hold on beautiful I give 5 a pound before he gets out the car and the I turn the car on and pull off before I put my ear piece in. Yeah what's good sexxy nothing much thanks for the heads up somebody was shot last nite yeah!!! Did you get home ok yes thanks to you.. I was just calling to say thank you so much!!!! Anytime ma!!! Was that ya man?? No just somebody I been seeingg for about 2 mouths!!!!! Oh yeah so maybe we can catch a movie?? Yeah maybe!!! Ok ma well I have ya number I will be in touch ok moe use that number...

Damn cj is just my type but its been a minute since I've been out on a date with a young lady that beautiful with a head on her shoulders. Fuck it I'm gone go for it I placed a call to one of my workers that work at the dmv and found out about her..once I got the 411 and seen she wasn't police then she was a go!!!!! I'm doing to much when I gotta check a chick out before we go out but this is chess not checkers so this is the life I chose!!!!! I hear trey songs as I call her as a ring back rite as I start jaming to it she picks up cj what's popin I have a openiing of a art gallery coming up and I need a date you up to it??? Yeah when?? next thurday ill let

ME

WHO DO IT BETTER..THE 8TH LETTER..BLACK JEANS BLACK SWEATER..BLACK DPE CAP..BLACK LEATHER..ALL RED EVERYTHING..RED JETTA..BLUE BOYS PLAY ME CLOSE..SO I GET GHOST..TRUCKED STOPPED MAD TIMES..THEY LOOKING FOR TOAST..GET MY ROOKIE CARD NOW..ITS GOING UP AFTER THE SHOW..BOSS OF ALL BOSS'S..CONTROLING THE BLOW..DPE WORLD WIDE..HERE WE GO..