Chasing a dream

Chasing a dream.. In a world of under achievers I choose to be an over achiever.. Watch me do what you want to do.. Please record this time in the clouds.. For before me there was none and after me, only my children.. Greatness is my sweat.. Glory are my tears.. I am a statue in the making just be aware.. I teach the teacher that fears not to be taught.. Training my mind body and soul the to take action is first in a thought.. I look in the mirror and see not what I am but what I can become.. I am my own enemy.. As I close my eyes and grab my chest over my heart to feel the energy.. Who do you want to Win?? I ask myself often.. The light or the coffin.. The worker or the BOSS'n.. Hard work is done by more movement and less talking..

From the mind of a Don

MOEDON
dont get mad get money..

Love is never easy

We as human beings can not do what pleases every one all the time.. What we should live by what is in our heart.. In our hearts are mixed emotions.. I said to a few friends that love hurts. Most people hear that but don't understand.. Until they go threw it.. The pain is like no other.. The confusion comes in when you ask yourself if love is wonderful why does it hurt so bad?? Just know that there are things in this life that you will never over stand.. And love is one of them.. Ladies and gentlemen love may not love the way you want it to be.. But it will always love the way you need it to.. Question is it love if you have to question it?? Answer why wouldn't it be.. We are humans and we should question anything that hurts.. Don't just love to be in love.. Love the person for everything that makes them them!!!!

From the mind of a Don
MOEDON
dont get mad get money..

SO HE SAYS HE LOVES YOU

Only night time calls at least 11pm.. And when he does come which is 2 to 3 hours after that all he wants is pussy.. No real conversation.. He called you a few times this week so you feel obligated.. He shows you attention when he wants something.. When he needs some shoes or a bill paid.. Don't forget about that money you gave him from your return last year.. The holidays not even a call from him. He said his mother had him very busy putting up the tree.. He lives with his mother and she don't like company that's why I'm never invited over the house.. But the way he looks at you.. You are just in love with his big brown eyes.. Your homegirl was bugging when she said he hit on her.. Girl he was just playing.. He plays like that with all my friends.. When you are with him in the street its more like you guys are good friends.. He just doesn't like public displays of affection.. That's ok because you know how much he loves you.. Your behind in your bills and he can't help you cause his money is tide up in some street things.. But he just bought them new Jordans.. But he got those with a discount.. The store man damn near gave those to him.. Your about tired of people trying to run your relationship.. So what he doesn't spend the night with me.. Is that any of your business?? Ok I do help him pay his rent.. But that's just because he doesn't have it right now.. But when he does I get.. Thank you.. Yes I had a couple abortions.. He's just not ready for another baby.. So what his baby's mother is pregnant right now.. He says that's not his.. How you know?? You wasn't in the bed with him.. So she will say anything to get me mad.. We gonna get a blood test when the baby is BORN.. (6 months later)
Fuck what ya'll telling me.. So the baby is his.. We all make mistakes damn.. I'm just happy I have a man that's willing to take care of his responsibilities.. Ya'll just hating.. Leave me and my man alone.. On your way to get another abortion?? Yeah well he just had another baby.. He ain't ready.. Our baby is going to be planned.. You bitches don't understand.. HE SAYS HE LOVES ME..

From the mind of a Don

---MOEDON---
dont get mad get money..

QUEENS

You just got out of a bad relationship to be right back into another one.. Why do I attract these type of men?? Well sweetheart it's what you give off.. If a man see's that he can take advantage of you he will.. Well at least most men will.. It's in our nature to conquer.. You need to fully know who your are.. Before you can fully know what you deserve.. And I say deserve because a lot of time what you want and what you deserve are two total opposites.. What you want is that all loving open doors and pull out chairs for you.. But your loud ass just might deserve a sit around the house all day, smoke an ounce every two days good for nothing piece of shit..
LADIES I can't stress enough the importance of knowing yourself and when its time to grow up.. I take my hat off to those women that made that transition safely and didn't let anyone shake them up.. It's hard to become a man/woman without the proper role model because it's so much more then age.. Anyway ladies be a role model to your daughters and sons.. And I say sons because my mother was mine and, knock on wood, I have never been locked up.. And I don't smoke or drink and I don't play video games.. Multiple business owner and loving family MAN.. These are all the things my mother made me..

Show the world you are a QUEEN and you should be treated as such..

From the mind of a don
-MOEDON-
dont get mad get money..

BORN BLACK

Destitute of light, the void of all color. Dark without feeling. This is just some of the bullshit that Webster has in the dictionary for what I am. AMAZING, STRONG, AWESOME, KING, QUEEN, CREATOR, ORIGINAL; these are all the words I think about when I think about BLACK. Don’t be fooled into thinking that you are inferior. The first man on God’s green earth was of African descent. That means like it or not everybody is black. Learn to love your blackness. Question those that hate themselves. “Oh, he’s so black, or she’s so black. Black is tar.” Funny right? But coming from a black person, how funny is that really? So you straighten your hair and put red lipstick on. Who are you trying to be? Can’t be trying to be black. Why do we think that proper grammar is talking white? When did not going to school become cool? Why do you consider hip-hop a black culture? Hip-hop is universal for the record. And for the slow people in the peanut gallery, that’s white, black, yellow, green, shit even purple. If you see a group of black kids on a dark street, would you continue to walk down it or cross it? If you seen a group of whit kids on the same dark street, would you continue to walk down it or cross it? where do we get these preconceived notions that all black is bad? I was once told by a wise man that the victor in the writes the history books. So if your ancestors were taken from their native land, how would they be written about in these history books? I say all of this just to purely invoke the thought of change. Change in one’s mind and one’s soul. So that other nationalities can embrace us as well as we should embrace ourselves. Is being born black a curse or a gift? How do you answer that? I believe you can tell a lot about yourself by how you answer that question.

Voluptuous Victim

Society says a size 8 is normal. I say a size 8 is hungry. Society says light skin is what you should be. I say light skin is lacking of melanin. Society says a lot about women that I don’t agree with. Imagine a young woman 15 years old, dark skin, double D’s made to think that she is ugly and overweight. You wonder why what society calls “overweight” women has low self esteem. You are only as sexy as you feel. The mirror should be your friend. I have a problem with women that choose to be intimate with a man but will choose to wear a T-shirt to bed. I say fuck what your aunt, your uncle, your mother, your father, your cousin, your teacher, your doctor or your friends say about you. I love every roll, ever stretch mark, every crease and every crevice. In a perfect world, everyone would have exactly what they are attracted to. So what I watch big girl porno. I am attracted to the voluptuousness. Learn to live and love your BIGNESS. Embrace what other people reject. God mad you YOU for a reason. You envy her for what? Skin and bones is just skin and bones. You eat a drumstick for what, the meat right? Being BIG is beautiful. Learning to love your YOU is even better than that. Crying over what other people feel about you does what? Be reborn in the baptism of your BIGNESS.

WHO HAS HER HEART??

If I let her tell it, her heart belongs to me. But actions speak louder than words. How can you live with him and love me? Those kids should be mine. I never knew love could hurt so much. Is it really love or is it just the agony of the lust that I yearn for? I still remember the first kiss. That first touch. But most of all the conversations. How could you tell me his downfalls and still be with him? I embrace the lies in your truth. So you love me right? But, are you IN love with me? Do you sit up at night and think about me like I think about you? is it my dinner that you are cooking at night? Are those my clothes that you clean and fold every other day? My lost love, the one that got away. You make me think that a man should hurt a woman and that is the only way to keep her. If good guys finish last, then what should I be? They say men shouldn’t cry, so I chose to write my tears on paper. I ask again, who do you love? Are we worth telling the truth? Our baby didn’t live but our love does. Who do you think about, yourself or him? If you loved yourself over him then you would love me. Lies live in the heart of the devil, God is the truth.